Thursday, January 6, 2011

She Did Great.... I Survived

So our first "week" of childcare is over. I feel funny calling it a week when it's actually only two days. But I am very proud of both of us!  The drop off yesterday was tough. I cried. I don't really know why. I'm used to being away from her on Wednesdays and Thursdays, and now she's even closer to me then when she was home with my mother-in-law. I really think it was just my nerves. Would she like it? Would they take REALLY good care of her? Would the kids be nice? Yes, a whole lot of stressing. I think when they cut that umbilical cord you automatically grow an invisible one that can never be cut.

I did pretty well with the rest of the first day. I didn't want to go in and visit because I wasn't sure of how she would react. So I peeked through the window a couple of times and sent my co-worker in to check on her twice. She ended up having a great day and only cried at nap time. She also only took a 30 min nap, so last night she was passing out at the dinner table.

Today was great. I dropped her off no problem. Hugged and kissed her goodbye and didn't cry. I did the same thing and just peeked through the window. And I only sent my co-worker in once; and that was to see if she was sleeping during nap time. She wasn't. She slept for 20 minutes today. Yikes... my night is going to be fun!

I really thought I would have this big eventful post for you, but I am happy to report that I don't. When she woke up this morning I asked her of she wanted to go to school and she said "skoo" with a big smile. So I think she's having fun. I really feel comfortable with her teachers and all the kids seem so sweet. I think I've found a nice balance of working part time and having her be a part of group. The socialization and skills she will learn will be wonderful! I have a nice positive attitude, but of course will keep you all updated. I will probably be singing a different tune the first time she gets sick.

5 comments:

Amy Brown said... 1

What a relief that must be for you, I'm sure she's having a great time! My daughter goes to a montessori school within walking distance from my work and I feel comfortable knowing if anything happens I can be there in just a few minutes. Not that I've needed to go, but you know having them close by helps!

trooppetrie said... 2

I am so excited that it is going well for you. treat those childcare workers like queens.

Lara said... 3

Isn't it nice having them close, Amy? Walking distance is awesome!!

Oh yes, trooppetrie, the childcare workers are amazing! I am so grateful to them for making this week such a success for her!

Thank you both for all your support!

Show Me Mama said... 4

Oh, I know how you feel. I have been there and you feel lost but after a while your getting used to it. checking up on her is always great and it make you as the parent feel much better. I am glad she did great and that you feel fantastic. Can't wait to read more.

Jenn said... 5

I'm glad that it went so well for you! It's so hard to leave them with someone else but when it goes so well it makes your day much better!